Tuesday, 23 February 2016

Exploring London

Hey everyone, 

I've been living in London for almost 4 months now and since moving I haven't taken a day just to go explore the city yet. I've been to London so many times before and I've done the whole 'tourist' thing before but today was different because I wasn't exploring a random city, I was exploring the city I live in. I took my camera out on my travels around the city, here are some of the shots I took. 


































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Sunday, 21 February 2016

Double Standards Rant

Hey everyone, 

This post is a bit of a rant but it is something that has been bugging me for a while so I want to let it out and get other peoples views on the situation. Something that really annoys me is the double standards in the world. Today I came into confrontation with a group of youths while I was out. After this confrontation they were speaking to each other (about me) to which one of the girls said to her friend "I f***ing hate white girls" and "stupid fat white girl". This infuriated me because I know if I had of said "I f***ing hate black girls" or "Stupid fat black girl" I'd be called a racist and probably have the police called on me. Why is it ok for them to be racist towards me but if someone did it to them its completely wrong?! If its one rule for someone shouldn't it be the same for everyone else? Do you agree? 

Meg x 

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Saturday, 20 February 2016

Dealing with Anxiety and Panic Attacks



Hey everyone, 

As you may know if you've read some of my previous posts or may not know I suffer with Anxiety. For a while it took over my life and somedays I feel like it still does. Living with Anxiety and panic attacks isn't easy at all but there are a few ways I have learnt to deal with it and not let it take control of me. 

Breathing. Breathing is a huge thing. Often when my Anxiety flares up or I feel a panic attack coming on I almost forget to breath sometimes. It is important when you begin to notice that an attack might be coming to breath. I try my best to remove myself from the situation when possible and focus on breathing slowly and concentrating solely on that. I find that it helps to calm my body and mind and I feel less anxious. 

Hugs. Not always possible to get when needed but hugs are a proven antidepressant and they can calm the body. When I'm having a really anxious day sometimes all I want is a hug to settle me a bit. 

Walks. I find when I'm feeling anxious going on a walk is really helpful. You're not only removing yourself from whatever situation was making you feel anxious but it is time for you to be alone, clear your mind and let the fresh air relax both your mind and body. I think having some quiet time to yourself (like on a walk) is really important. It gives you time to think things over or clear your mind completely.

Talking. This one is tough because I know a lot of people including myself struggle with talking about personal issues with people but I find that talking to someone can really help. Find a person you are close to and feel comfortable with, whether it be a best friend, sibling or parent and just talk to them. Let your feelings out. I know sometimes its hard to even know why you are feeling anxious and what is going on in your mind but talking when you can is really helpful. It is difficult but you will see the benefit.

Living with anxiety and panic attacks is a daily struggle and you never know how much it is going to effect your day. Everyone deals with it in their own way but these are just some of the things that help settle me when I feel my anxiety flaring up. If you are someone who struggles from day to day with anxiety and you feel alone, I am here. You can message me over on my Facebook or Twitter if you are ever in need of someone to talk to. Please don't suffer in silence. 

Meg x 

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Wednesday, 17 February 2016

Trust

Hey everyone, 

Trust is something I've been thinking about a LOT the last few days. Something happened to me that made me think about who I should and shouldn't trust with things. For as long as I can remember I have been someone that trusts people far too easily and this has made me realise that I still am. I have been f****d over and shown that I shouldn't trust people too many times in my life. What happened this week has made me realise I need to keep the circle of people around me much smaller. I no longer want to be the person left anxious and upset after someone has broken trust I had in them. I'm not going to go into a huge amount of detail about the events of this week but what I will say is be careful who you trust with things. Especially things that could have a big impact if in the hands of the wrong person. 

Meg x


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Wednesday, 10 February 2016

My Top Picks on Netflix

Hey everyone, 

If you know me you'll know I spend a LOT of my free time on Netflix watching basically every series on there so I thought I would share with you some of my favourites!



1. Prison Break 




2. Pretty Little Liars 




3. Orphan Black 




4. Once Upon a Time





5. The Vampire diaries 




6. Gossip Girl




7. Orange is the new black






What are your favourite shows to watch on Netflix and what do you think I should watch next? Let me know! 


Meg x


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